At times, you realize that certain things need to be done. But when those certain things are things that deal with you, and you have been living perfectly fine without that thing having been done, why fix what isn’t bothering you? But, like everyone does, you think about the future. When, how, where? But the future sort of requires that these things need to be done. Where will you be if you don’t? Certainly things won’t be good if you don’t. Happiness requires certain things, and those certain things require the other certain things. You don’t know if you could go through with the latter. It’s frightening. But thinking about it, you have to realize, it’s necessary. You want to be happy, so you have to have this done.

I really wish my mom was here. Yes Mom, I know I need it. But dammit… I’m so scared.

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